Recently, I find myself having some crazy deep thoughts, some of these thoughts are things I know that when spoken out loud, would make certain people in my life to be disappointed in me. But, the question I've been asking myself lately is "Should I care?"
Should I care enough about these people, to be willing to not do the things I want to do for myself just because I know that these set of people won't be happy with it, or should I ignore them and carry on with what I want to do, regardless of the fact that these people helped me become the person that I am today.
You see, I feel like when we talk about "we only live once" we don't really realize how important the meaning behind those words are, until we sit down and really think about it, analyse it. Because whether reincarnation is real or not, the fact remains that once we're dead, it's over..nothing else matters and everyone else just moves on with their lives.
When I think of it that way, I find myself asking myself a very important question, why should I care? If at the end of the day it's just going to be just me in that coffin and nothing else is going to matter, why should I care?
This is a question I've been asking myself all day and I sincerely haven't gotten a good answer to it so I'd appreciate it if someone can help me out because seriously, from where I stand, I'm starting to see things with a point of view that just might define the rest of my life because all my life, I've always thought about what people will say, what they would think...but I sincerely don't feel like doing that anymore because I feel like the moment I stop caring, there's a lot of things I would be okay to do with my life.
The possibility will be endless. But then again, I don't want to do something I would end up regretting, and this is why I'm a little bit lost. Should I care and not do everything I've always wanted to do with my life or should I not care and live my life to the fullest?
